The mirage of strength versus fragility lies in appearances. Sometimes, what appears strong may conceal vulnerability, while fragility may possess or manifest strength and resilience. It is a perceptual illusion that highlights the complexity of true strength and the potential for unexpected fragility hiding underneath a mask.

“Am I Going to Fall Apart?" is a dual-screen video exhibit exploring and unraveling the intricate threads of fragility and strength. It is a journey starting with sharp disparities, like the shattering of glass beside metal weights dropping. These contrasts will eventually merge into comparisons that resemble a blend, challenging viewers to discern the subtle equilibrium between fragility and strength.

This piece is specifically intended to reach adults navigating life with Osteogenesis Imperfecta (OI), a rare disease formed from the lack of collagen in the body, causing brittle bones. The mental resilience acquired by those with OI often remains overlooked in the shadow of fragile bones. This piece serves as an acknowledgment to this group – to let them know they are being seen, heard, and understood.

The artwork presents visual stereotypes and poses questions and introspection between these two seemingly opposing concepts that actually go hand-in-hand. 

The visual story reframes how we see obstacles, highlighting resilience and appreciating strength amid adversity. The title, taken from a real question asked by an OI adult patient, captures the project – acknowledging the metaphorical and literal vulnerability we face collectively and as individuals, bridging the gap between physical weakness and mental fortitude.

Recognizing fragility as a force of strength rather than weakness is a significant accomplishment. As someone who grew up with the idea instilled in me that it was something to hide, I can now embrace how it has made me who I am, and I strive to inspire others to do the same.

I do not only want to showcase art; I aim to initiate dialogue, provoke thought, and create a shared experience for viewers.